yay, back on track.

let’s go back, let’s go back, c’mon friend, let’s go back.
we are already at the highest altitude we can be at.
no point in jumping off the plane now because we are too scared of the crash.
it’s not like jumping off on our own would make a fall hurt any less.
we already gave up our parachutes!
mission back on track.

thanks for the help~


i’ve been –

i’ve been –
look how the colours are changing.
the world is so much bigger, so much brighter, so much more
than i ever imagined.

– born anew.
is what i felt like. feel like.

i’ve been –

here and there and here and here
and i’m waiting and believing
and believing with all my heart.

– putting all my eggs here.
in an invisible basket.

i’ve been –

trusting and hoping and praying
and believing and painting
and drawing and waiting.

– here.

i’ve been holding on with all my might
because this is my life now
and it’s so much more, so much brighter, so much bigger
than i ever imagined.

but it’s held together by strings and gems
and gems and strings
everything is connected, and –

i’ve been –

– string?

this is what i get for thinking.


can you save me?

i’ve been –

look how the colours are changing.
everything’s turning a little greyer.

– here before.

i don’t want to go back.
i didn’t realize how (who knew i was so) fragile. i’ve been holding on
so. tight.
but sometimes, i still, i still,
sometimes, i still, need a hand.

i’ve been here for so long.
can you help me?

i’ve been piecing together stories


think whimsical

“in the end, the only facts you have are public. out of these you make what you can, knowing that one thing leads to another. sometime, someone will forget himself and say too much or else the corner of a picture will reveal the whole.” – Timothy Findley

– i’ve been working like a historian.

and i think i’ve got it pretty spot on.

i’ve put so much of myself into figuring these things out, and what i did figure out has showed me new perspectives on life — so if i’m wrong about everything — it’s going to ruin everything. so some confirmation would be nice, thanks.  🙂

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