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does yellow represent fake sunshine or something
i had a wistful dream where my hair turned yellow and i think maybe it was about
the death of the routine we have now as she extends her
contract and he extends our physical distance, maybe colouring
myself yellow is like pretending i am mellow about growing
apart, and ‘we are not apart’ he says, she says, and yes, i know
i know, we are close, we are still close and you are still here i know, but
change is still change and i have never won any awards for my adaptability
but yellow is the sun always rises, yellow is it is what it is so put a smile on your face
because maybe then will have some better days than now, but still, i’ll miss you now
i miss you now